Just started on this site I trusted Jesus as my savior and was born again 4/1/07.
I am 39 years old. I started looking at porn at the age of 8 I was raised in a alcoholic home and was addicted to drugs and you name it. I went to aa and have not drank or did drugs in over 15 years. I was saved last year and was convicted that aa was ungodly council. I now realized that I am addicted to porn . Before I was saved I would look at it everyday like is was a normal thing. Today "Thank the Lord " I am convicted about the porn I look at. I have tryed to stop and was with out porn and masturbation for one month, two months, one week, but I keep falling back. If i fall I fell so gulity that I stop right away. I know I need more support with my flesh. I do have a accountably in my Church and have all the prayers and support of my Pastors and fellow brothers. I never could go a day with out porn. So I know that God is making me free. I Just need to do the practical things. Stay strong flee the lust of my mind. Read my bible, pray talk use my support group and give all to Him because he is worthy. I thank God for this site. Please pray for me.
One other thing my wife left me 4 months ago the same month I was saved. It has been hard but the Lord gives me peace. I know He is in control.
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