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Please Pray For Healing...
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Pax
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Joined: Fri May 30th, 2008
Location: British Columbia Canada
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Mana: 
 Posted: Mon Jun 2nd, 2008 06:02 pm
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Hi All,

I am a 43 year old Christian married man and I have a sex addiction.  I have been addicted to alcohol and drugs, and have been alcohol/drug free for almost 5 years, but my sexual addiction has been getting more out of control.  I have been spending hundreds of dollars in online chat rooms and it is easy to spend over $160 in a day.

I chose the name Pax, because it is one of the root meanings of Peace, and that is what I seek.  I know this is a journey, and this is one of the beginnings.  I have put myself on some online prayer lists, and it has helped a bit.  I am still visiting occasionally, but not buying, just chatting and looking.

I have abuse issues: sexual, emotional, physical from childhood, and have been in and out of Therapy for most of my twenties and thirties.  Presently, I am not in any therapy.  I am not going to church, and have very little contact with others.  I am lonely and isolated.  My wife is younger, 25, and we do not have an intimate (emotionally supportive) relationship.

Sorry, this sounds so sad, but I guess it is my reality right now.  I have had periods of very little sexual addiction or lust, and I know it is possible to be free from lust. 

Thanks in Advance for your help,
Pax

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Mana: 
 Posted: Mon Jun 2nd, 2008 07:59 pm
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Hi Pax,

Welcome to BG, and know that you have been prayed for.  I have also prayed for your wife and your marriage.

TruthSeeker

Pax
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 Posted: Mon Jun 2nd, 2008 08:35 pm
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Thanks TruthSeeker for your prayers for me and my family!

God Bless You & Yours,

Pax


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