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interstatetrucker
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Posted: Thu May 15th, 2008 03:20 am |
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Hi guys
I came to this forum for one simple reason; i've had a masturbation habit for most of my life, and I don't want to do this anymore. Okay?
I'll try to be as brief and to the point as possible. I'm 41 years old, and I saw my first dirty mag when I was about 7. Around that time I was also molested by a guy down the street from where we lived, and never told my mom for fear of getting in trouble. The other older boys in the neighborhood found out, and they took advantage of me and coerced me to do things that were bad. My parents also had penthouse and playboy mags in the house that I would look at. I think that's where it started. To make a long story short, I was exposed to adult sex way too early, and it has had a very unhealthy effect on my life. I have had a daily masturbation habit since I was 13, and also been struggling with online porn for the last 3 years, since I got my laptop. My wife and I have serious intimacy problems largely because of her sexual abuse, and I feel like I'm backed into a corner. We belong to a good church, and I know many godfearing people. My masturbation and porn habit has got to stop, I want to have a life with God, and I want to be a good husband and father, but this is tough to overcome. Please help!
Last edited on Thu May 15th, 2008 03:41 am by interstatetrucker
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sam
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Posted: Thu May 15th, 2008 11:12 am |
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hi interstatetrucker,
welcome here. i will be praying for you on your path to sexual addiction freedom.
a little off the subject here, my daddy was a truck driver. he drove from coast to coast most of my life. he would go to florida to pick up a load then take it to california or washington, drop it and get one to take back to fl... i spent countless summers bouncing up and down the highway with him. what i would give to go back and do it once more with him.
may god bless and protect you brother.
sam
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faith_inthedarkness
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Posted: Fri Aug 1st, 2008 05:59 pm |
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| Hey, I want you to know that you're not alone. I was also sexually abused as a child and also as a teen. (I'm a female). I believe my masturbation addiction stems from my abuse. We were exposed so early and just messed with. It's really sick, but we have to get through this. I know that God will help us every step of the way. We just have to be willing and try our best. God will not have us try to work through something and then not enable us to do it. Nothing is too hard for God. Hang in there. You're not alone. I'm here to talk anytime. God bless you.
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Posted: Thu Aug 14th, 2008 02:16 pm |
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Interstatetrucker,
Know that you are not alone and through this GOD will be with you. I suggest to use the church as resource for help. Get involved it will change your life.
Do you travel constantly?
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