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journeyofmine_
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Posted: Sun Mar 18th, 2007 10:54 pm |
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Today I want to request prayer. I feel I can not pray enough or in the best way and I want to ask your help and God's help.
I am a recovering sexaholic, and I have stumbled in my recovery. By the Grace of God I remain sexually sober, but I have not worked my recovery as I should have, with many periods with me doing nothing, and when I was doing it, I was not putting in nearly enough effort. Because of this my partner, raVen, does not feel I am serious, and I have done even more irrepairable damage to her and our relationship by treating this as though it was not important enough, in her eyes. I have recently (last couple weeks) began recovery again with a new zeal. I intend to and pray that I keep it up. I fear however that it may be to late for her, and for our relationship.
My request is that you pray for me whatever you see fit, but also specifically that I can be real with myself and others about where/who I was and where/who I am today. That I can be relentless and thorough in my recovery. That through this I can become the whole man and partner that I should be. That I continue to foster and deepen my connection with God and that I develop connections with the members of my group and outside my group. Isolation has always been my problem. I don't have any friends here except my partner and I have only called my sponsor 4 times in almost 1.5 years.
I would also like you to pray for my relationship, that if it is Gods will, that it will be saved and both my partner and I find what we are looking for.
Thank you sincerely.
God Bless you!
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It's not the destination, but the journey that matters.
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gaylon
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Posted: Mon Mar 19th, 2007 03:28 am |
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Praying for you... Probably if you started counseling, it would be evidence that to your partner that you are making a "good faith" effort, and, it would help you out a bunch...
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Posted: Tue Mar 20th, 2007 02:30 pm |
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Jrry
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Posted: Tue Mar 20th, 2007 08:15 pm |
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I am praying for you and your struggle.
God bless,
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Jerry, Facilitator for Faithful & True
Celebrating 10 years of Support Groups in Jacksonville
http://www.southpointbaptist.org/psalm51.htm
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