Environment is an added difficulty
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 Posted: Tue Nov 21st, 2006 10:35 am
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I truly didn't realize how much influence was in my surroundings.  The way your co-workers speak and act.  I used to get angry when christians at my work would tell some us to take our gutter talk to the locker room, I even had the audacity to say that their open discussion of religion may be as offensive to some of us as our filth was to them.  Now, as I am trying to beat this, I understand what they were talking about.  I am at work now, and not 30 minutes ago a female co-worker showed me a handful of "D" batteries, and with a smile on her face proceded to tell they were for her vibrator, and that it was a big one.  It did not elicit what would have been my normal reaction, a hearty laugh or an equally crude comment, it struck as to just how the road to recovery can and will be, and that the amount of temptations and triggers is phenomenal.


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