I just want to introduce myself. I don't know if I am in the right place or not but we'll see what happens. It isdevestanting whenyou have one who you have always admired, one who because of who they are has influllenced you to be better beccomes seriously addicted to sex. My loved one will do anything with anyone and does it every day. It is killing me. Anyone who matters is aware of it and he knows this however as long as no one says anything he is fine. I started put my self in is positons by going into web sites and taking with people posing as a uh well one of them. It is heart wrenching. He knows I do this because he uses his cell phone to access our computer whil I am on it. It's even sadder that he doesn't care if I do it. He lies about it all the time because he uses speed every day and has sex with who ever every day. My story is very complicated and I am not prepared to go into that right now. I mostly wanted to intro duce my self hope that I will find the support I need to get me through this continual struggle to get back the person that once was. Bill Medlen is my decessed brothers name. I have a different last name. So I guess if you call me by my real first name I will be able to remain annonomus. Pax
Welcome to BG. Please let us know how we can specifically be of help, in addition to prayer, of course. It is, indeed, very difficult when one for whom we have had respect, as both family and role model chooses a path of self-destruction.
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