Having a really tough time tonight. I feel more tempted than I have in a long time. I feel like my body is betraying me. Please pray for me to remain sober.
Praying for you. Others here have observed that, the more we're trying, the more Satan moves in on us... Lately I've felt challenged to my very core, and the allure is so strong sometimes.
Steven - praying for you, too. I think your faith can lead you to finding a companion. I think God is willing to give you this gift, as you continue to open your heart to receive it... Malachi refers to pouring out a blessing so great we can't recieve it. He's talking about tithing there, but I think the principle must apply as we're turning to God and trying to do His will for us in any area of our lives.