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a_corey
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Posted: Tue Mar 13th, 2007 04:32 am |
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Well, this is my first post on the Blazing Grace forum, and I know that their's a separate topic for Intros, but I'll do that later..,.
Like most people on this site, I am addicted to pornography. I'm 18 years old, and I have been addicted for about 5-6 years. Like most people I found out about it on accident, and one thing led to another and BANG, here I am.
The world of Porn is a very dark place...The more you get into it, the more weird things get. You decide to try different thigs out, you go buy a webcam at a store, you start chatting in ways you never thought you would, and you EVEN consider meeting up w/someone......These are some of the many thigns that Porn has doen to me. Some of the things that I've seen on the net, and even participated in, are unthinkable; something I would have a very hard time saying to someone...But I can teel you that my mind has been completely coprrupted int he past 5 years. I have gone here and there with no porn...maybe a week or so, but I just fall back in. I've read the scriptures, I've prayed to God., but I keep falling...over and over again. I know that it's not God's fault...Not at all, it's mine.
I can't tell you how many times I've asked God for forgivensss for this sin. I've lost count. The enemy has found this that Pornography is very useful against me,a nd he will use it as much as he can...
I am sick and tired of doing the same thing OVER and OVER again...I'm wasting my time and my life with this CRAP. And I think it's time I get in touch with reality.
God, show me what this stuff is REALLY doing to me, please cleanse me of all my failures and sins. Create in me a new heart. I turn from that crap, I repent of it,a nd I will do all thta I can to live a life that is holy and pleasing to you, my Father.
To be continued...
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guitarist63
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Posted: Fri Mar 23rd, 2007 08:51 pm |
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Acorey, praying you'll get free of the porn and continue to repent, seek God's forgiveness and complete deliverance. Whatever the mess you got into, however shameful, however shocking, remember that His blood can make the foulest clean. Nothing is impossible for God and he loves you. Allow Him to change your heart and reciprocate His love and spend more and more time with Him. Guitarist63
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Posted: Sat Mar 24th, 2007 04:05 am |
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| Praying for you man. Iknow how you feel. I have looked at some of the most disgustig things that can be imagined. And not only was i not repulsed by them I took pleasure in them. I pray now for the people in those images to find God. The path to hell is incimental and no one knows that better that satan. If he can get you to look a a naked girl he can get you to look at a couple and if a couple an orgy and on and on. There is hope. Hang in there man. Last edited on Sat Mar 24th, 2007 04:19 am by johnny
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