Still struggling with lust and masterbation...it's frustrating, in more ways than one.
I'll listen to programs like Unshackled and here people's testimony of how they were delivered from habitual sin "overnight," and I pray to God and ask why does He leave me to struggle with this besetting sin?
It's been my daily prayer for the past three years to be relieved of this burden. I ask God, "You have the power to deliver, why do you not act?" God's ways are not our ways. There has been improvement, but not the deliverance, which I seek. I do those things I hate to do, but I do not do what I desire to do. Who will deliver me from this body of death? 
Last edited on Tue Mar 6th, 2007 05:49 pm by pcpro171
____________________ "I charge you, O daughters of Jerusalem, Do not stir up nor awaken love Until it pleases."
--Song of Solomon 8:4
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