man i fell again last night. I was on my roommates computer late because he had picture files on his comp that I needed but I realized I shouldnt have been . I rationalized that since I have not been 'picture perfect' that it didnt matter how much further I went because I crossed the line by not being perfect. So I downloaded stuff to a CD from my roommates computer and put it on mine (which I filtered). I threw away the CD this morning because I realized how much of a sick man I was. I asked God for forgiveness. I had been doing well recently turning my head when I see immodesty and taking thoughts captive, but I just lost it last night.