need help again
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  Posted: Fri Jan 5th, 2007 03:44 am
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okay,

its nighttime again and this is when i am weakest.  When i was coming home from church, I was hit with a barrage of thoughts of how i failed in previous relationships and wondering if I will ever be good enough to get a wife or have a healthy marriage.  The thought of the fact that my parents divorce and how i have had a hard time dating and treated it lightly without commitment in the past frustrate me and make me wonder if I will ever 'get it' with a woman and have a healthy marriage.  This REALLY makes me want to masturbate, if not to at least to distract my mind from these thoughts.  How I treated these really great christian girls I have been in relationships with during my lack of understanding of how to love a woman prarlyzes my with regret.  Please someone pray for me or give me some advice or encouragement.

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