i feel in over my head. i installed a filter on my computer, but now im more frustrated than ever. i found out you can get softcore porn from myspace. i failed again last night. its between 9-11 pm when im in my bedroom and about to go to sleep. Its like a trance gets over me.
Also, rejection creates more of a need to masturbate. when thoughts of an ex and how i failed in that relationship or if i find out a girl i like isnt interested in me, its so easy for me to do it. is anyone here single and ever dealt with rejection? For me masturbation is like an elixir. I know it doesnt take away the pain completely, but for me its medicine and it feels better than nothing. How do I rid myself of this? What do I do when rejection hits?