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Holley
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  Posted: Sat Oct 14th, 2006 07:34 pm
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Hi all. I posted a brief introduction of myself in the Introduction Forum but I just have some thoughts to get off my mind. For me the reason I immersed myself in porn and masturbation was to try to fill the void created by lonelness and rejection. I could fantasize with the images and the physical feelings that I am accepted and needed. Not only does this not fill the void it just causes more loneliness and  rejection as well as now I have all the guilt and shame to go along with it. Its such a battle and sometimes I don't know if I will ever be normal again. I am so blessed to have found a site where I can share my feeling without the fear of being judged or humilitated. That people will accept me as I am and offfer support and encouragement. By growing closer to people who really care it helps me draw closer to God who always loves and accepts me as I am and is always there to help and comfort me, and after all thats the ultimate love we are all looking for isn't it. God bless you all. You all are in my thought and prayers.

God Bless.

Holley
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  Posted: Wed Jan 10th, 2007 06:52 pm
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That's awesome Holley. Keep it up, but also get counseling, and real accountability.  This forum is great to vent and express, but you need real community to get a real victory.  I"ll be praying for ya.

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