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theologian001
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Posted: Mon Jun 30th, 2008 08:04 pm |
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| Hi, I'm new here and looking for some help. I've been struggling for about two months looking at online porn. It started out as looking at pictures of women in bikinis and other skimpy clothes, which often leads to looking at pictures of half or completely naked women. I've tried to keep away from that level of imagery. I keep thinking I'll just look at women in swimsuits, but I know that it is still lust and sometimes leads to things more risqué. At the same time, I've also been having fantasies, picturing the same things that I have been looking at. I used to struggle with masturbation and fantasizing throughout my teenage years, but I have gotten weaker because of my disability and can no longer physically do that. Lately I have been doing what I might call mental masturbation. Through fantasizing and sometimes looking at suggestive pictures I have been able to stimulate myself to the point of orgasm. This is a pretty serious habit since I have to focus pretty intensely on quite erotic imagery, which I would not need to do if I could simply "play with" myself. I am not totally convinced that all masturbation is wrong, but in my situation it doesn't really matter since I still have to use lustful thoughts to stimulate myself.
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sam
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Posted: Mon Jun 30th, 2008 09:22 pm |
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welcome theologian, i will be praying for you.
sam
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