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GoodGuy111
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  Posted: Sun May 20th, 2007 11:24 am
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I realized I was addicted to online pornography some time back and it ended up hurting the relationship between me and my then fiance. That was a breach of trust for her that she couldn't understand or forgive for a long time. Even though I started attending SAA and had very few breakdowns it scarred our marriage and played it's part in our eventual divorce less than a year ago. I carry a lot of guilt about this as I have never believed in breaking the covanent you make with God when you get married. Even after the stress of being separated for almost a year and then the divorce some months ago and having to travel now to see my son I managed to stay away from pornography at first. I slowly creeped back into it and now and it has gotten to a point that I am juggling my life along with it. I am seeing someone special and I have told her about my problem but she doesn't understand it as not being "normal". It has already started to effect my new relationship and the rest of my life. I am so at the end of my rope. I am going to start going to SAA again and I know God can help me and I always trust that he will bring me back but I also feel like I let him and my loved ones down by falling back into this. Please anyone who can say a quick prayer for me do so and I will honestly make it a point to post my progress... maybe it will help me if I can at least anonymously tell someone how I am doing before and between SAA meetings.
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  Posted: Sun May 20th, 2007 02:54 pm
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Hello  Goodguy.

I am praying for you my friend.

Your brother in Christ,

Billy
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  Posted: Mon May 21st, 2007 03:04 am
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Thank you Billy. Please let me know if I can pray for you also
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  Posted: Mon May 21st, 2007 04:52 am
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Sure,  GG,

I think everyone on here are in constant need of pray. If you will read my journal you will see that I am going through a lot right now.  Also check out the prayer request forum.  "It's Tiime!!!!"

Please pray for me as I pray for you.

your friend in Christ,

Billy

Last edited on Mon May 21st, 2007 04:54 am by Bill

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