I"m full on energy and I am going back and forth with the whole p and m thing. There's a girl I"m really interested in and corresponding thru email I am getting near heart attacks hoping she will respond. Man I want her so bad but the waiting is driving me insane and I sometimes take the attitude of well even if I can't get 'real love' at least I can 'm'. That becomes a real temptation. I just realized writing this I took out a gym membership last weekend so I"ll prolly go there.